hi..computer rosak lah...later buat balik...how my fren...??i miss u damn much...lagi2 itu ridhuan n best2 fren...i'm gay rite?now all buzy..erm...see next years..

u..got bf i think...hope u happy..

wait me...i'm coming tis 23th!!!!hope have a sweet memories!!

tis wat we call a real life..!!!

today..i ask u baik2...then u answer me like u sound very lan c when ur get someone very special in your life..!!!..i try to be like before..ur fren..UR BEST FREN!!!!!!!..when u answer me like that!...it make me feel like damn!.bullshit man!..what have i done??U THINK BACK..if u is me...wat will u feel..??mybe u will knw if u is me!!i knw its not my business...but i just wan knw..if it true..i wan to say "congratulation"...just that..u think i will how???say sad thing to make u think like org gila r???no!!!!!!u dono wat i feel when u say like that to me..its bout u n me fren!..u reject me...its becoz mybe i not good for u..coz u always wan the good for yourself..if me...i also wan the good..if u angry at me becoz what i write at here..i'm sorry..i just wan u knw..

i just wan u n me become like before..a best fren...not a enemy..
think bout it..i'm not ur enemy..i'm ur best fren before..

yesterday!...go skol..just me and adam..take something bout adam thing..then...i call fizana...fizana tell me got 1 more ticket cinema...then...i go to t.s with adam...coz adam also wan watch the movie...when i at t.s...i call fizana...then fizana say...she in the cinema..damn!..nonit lah...i go food court wit adam n eat..hehe..

then we go play BOWLING!!!



ADam..hehe


CHOOSE A BALL!!.


GET READY!!



GO!!!woow!!..



IT's ME...


ARGH!!!!!TENSION!!!MASUK LONGKANG!!





then..after that...back home!

today..i wake up..

look at my side..my bro go out..nobdy in room..

i cry..thinking back wat happen..i try to forget u..n wan to make it become normal back..but its hards..i keep thinking of u..i have to stop..but..it keep going..

its hard to forget u..u might think i fool..i knw all is over..u also ask me to nonit wait u anymore..but..i honestly say..i still like u..it cant stop me..sory...i cant be the person wat u wan..

u wan hate me..i don care..maybe someday..all will change..

i knw the reason already..

all is bout i love u??

yes..i always the word..coz i truely love u..

at the first day i like u..i keep trying to make u be mine..u always ask me to giv up!.u knw wat i feel??it hurt girl..i feel like i just waste my time n like useless..but i keep trying..coz i can feel it..mybe someday u will be mine..mybe u think i just say that i love u...all up to u..

i'm sorry.

finally..17-11-2009
time : 10.49PM

i found the answer..u tell me alredy..

yes..i have to knw the answer long time ago..that is impossible..

is pain..pain..

i just thinking..if u accpt me..the pain will go..n the happy will come..

but..not like what i wan

not..

the pain..

its hard..now i realise who i'am.

thx..u not mine..i have to knw its for a long time ago n the first day i fall over u..

thx again..take care..

"BYE"

today is my bro birthday..nader
1st we go ts...


nader

then we go eat sushi king...hehe...



Ejo



Adam



Me ..



A hon And Nazrin

then we go play bowling..





Birthday Boy!!kakaxx



Ridhuan...lan c...win score 129..haha


then play snooker



Birthday Boy again!

after that...we go to sungei wang GREENBOX!!!!haha


BLUR PIC!!hehe

sampai greenbox....

dalam greenbox..

do what??

sing lah...kakaxx


Nader n eric



ME...




Jonas brother!!..kakaxx



Sing Happy Birthday To Nader..!!

Then...Balik lah..end!

school time is over...we will meet on next years..i miss u all..my best2 fren..hope u all will be fine..maybe next years all will change..fizana..mybe not crazy bout money..kakaxx..but hope all my fren din change lah..next years also mybe not same cls..hehe..but nvm..still same skol..


bout u..
if u see dao wat i write here..

i try to ask u bout us..i scare..i scare u will answer me "no"..if u answer me no..then i canot do anything..mybe that is the best way to u..but..if u answer me "yes"..i will take care of u..but i think..mybe the "yes" answer is impossible..bout 1 month i will not see dao u..mybe u will change..n mybe u have other ppl..erm..just that only i wan to say..n 1 more thing..the last day at skol..i din say anything to u..coz u look busy n happy wit other fren..then don wan disturd u..just wan to say now..take care..good bye..have a nice day tis holiday..i miss u..



all my fren..
adam
nazrin lai
ridhuan
atal
esa
ejo
fizana gemok..
joan
vivien
pooi yen..

byk lagi lah..don wan write lah..
TAKE CARE!!!

today...basketball cls competition...i enjoy...best...but me n other fren get no.3....but still happy r...do the best alredy..hehe..then....impossible is nothing...bye2

today go watch michael jackson movie.....aiyo....truely i say...MICHAEL JACKSON IS GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!....kakaxxx...then...go eat...bori...then take pic wit kae tao...hehe




kae tao lengzai r..but me more lengzai...kakaxxkakaxx...




confirm i lengzai r..nonit say liao lah...hahahaha

then..about 7.45p.m....balik rumah lah...

form 5 habis skol....we tired coz we have to duty...haiz..but best lah..

here some pic..




all tired...rest first..

when all is over..we take some picture..

today...nothing make me happy..i feel like a shit damn person..

i dono y i feel like that...


and that time...best fren n my bro...make me happy...all say..don worry..i will keep trying....tapi i feel like bodo...scare wan thing o0o...just say lah..bodo..

in the bus




nader angry wit adam alredy...adam kacau lah...haha




adam still kacau nader...haha...funny lah..

haha...lawatan....best...all gila...haha

in the lawatan....ridhuan keep saying....i very lengzai today..hahaha...tis the pic...he take my phone to take picture..








he boring alredy take picture...haha


time to kacau vivien....



vivien..come take picture...



vivien marah alredy..she say don kacau me...i don care..i wan kacau..haha



vivien is get ready to take picture..



yahoo....vivien giv me take..thx vivien...haha...vivien cute..

at domino...

all ppl busy...

doing sendiri punye benda...



ridhuan: wow esa...new shoes r!!!
esa: of coz...
ridhuan: nice shoes..
esa: thx...u see the owner lah...shoes nice...owner also nice mah..haha




salam....keep playing wit the PSP!!!!!....nonit choi salam...giv he play...until gila..haha




take picture pooi yen...hehe




me n fizana ....shit...y i very lengzai de...haiz...haha...




picture together...hehe..






hehe....wit my stylo TEACHER...peace teacher...haha





wit my boss....haha...


no picture liao...lazy wan take...

have a good day...take care....bye2...

nazer..

SHIT....I NEVER THINK BEFORE U WILL MAKE ME LIKE TIS...DAMN!!!!....U FORGET ME AS UR BEST FREN????I TREAT U AS MY BEST FREN...I TRUST U....U MAKE ME LIKE TIS...I HARDWORKING TO SAVE MY MONEY TO GO OUT WIT U N OTHER FREN....SHIT!!!!!...I JUST WASTE MY TIME...I THINK WE HAD TO STOP OUR FRENSHIP NOW....I REALY DIN BELIEVE THAT U CAN MAKE ME LIKE TIS...U KNW WAT I FEEL??U DON KNW....I KNW..hahahahahaha...think bout our frenship...LU FIKIR LAH SENDIRI...


Nazer..

today..volleyball....haha...very funny...vivien keep saying...i don knw how to play...i teach sikit2 lah...i also not pro playing volleyball...we just play only..we lose..nvm lah...we do the best alredy..still got 2 or 3 match to play..when still playing...i feel very angry...but when all is over..i feel very best..best day...n hope the next match we can do better...my leg injured...very sakit...dono how to say..i hope all will become okey back..

nazer
my leg pain...same like my hurt pain..the feeling just i knw only...nobody will knw what i feel..
thx

today...boring...no mood...tomorrow volleyball...hope our cls can do the best...n hope tomorrow i have a good mood..do the best..and take care...


nazer...
y u giv the stupid funny answer..???
memang bodo..serious...
but nvm lah..
be the truth me..
i cant lie...i do the best alredy..nothing can take back what that i say..
i just a funny person...but sometime i feel like a fool person..
that just what i got...
thx..

we are all witness

erm...today..bori...+ hot...haha...now always at skol also play basketball....train until my leg wan patah..but nvm..the training make me become more perfect....my hair also wan panjang alredy...haha...but still no amoy..nvm de lah..wait...haha.......then....nothing to say....just happy wit urself..n take care..

fren~
Adam
Nader
Nazrin lai
Ridhuan
Mc_sean
Sharwin
Talha
A piau


amoy~
Fizana GIla!!!
Joan...haiz...cepat lah..saya dah xboleh tgu dah..haha
vivien...
have banyak lagi....


take care...

FORGET.....

I STILL GOT 1 MORE MISSION!!!!...JUST ME ONLY KNW...MYBE U ALSO KNW!!..

HAHAHA....HABIS PMR ALREDY...still 1 more mission did not done yet..

TAKE CARE ALL FRENZ...to all my lazy fren don wan come skol de..take care also.

HABIS PMR!!!!!!!!!!!....YES!!! CELEBRATE WITH PLAYING BASKETBALL.... HAHA



BELIEVE IT OR NOT...
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING
NO WAN CAN BLOCK ME!!!!

I'm a MONSTER

today..the same..same..same..always the same..i think bout u.now i knw..who i'am...i have to knw...y always thinking bout u...u also nvr think bout me..just me always think like org gila..if i think also not use...all will become same..will not change ur feeling..and long time i din talk wit u..sory...don think me lan c..just will make me feel different if see u..sory again..PMR is COMING!!!.still have 2 day....study...hope i can do my best..end PMR!!!...I will cao u...hahahaha...good bye..take care all.......

DO THE BEST TO ALL MY FREN..

NAZER
I'm THE MAN!!!haha

19/9

today....my bufday.....its always same...no change...every years also like tis...no happy..when i wake up tis morning...i look at my phone...i see dao sharwin msg me...just sharwin only msg me..he say..."HAPPY BUFDAY"....i very happy....just sharwin only remember my bufday...thx sharwin..i think some of my fren lupa my bufday..haha....mybe next years i wan celebrate with my best fren..happy2 together....hope my life will become better...n have amoy!!!...haha..i love my all fren..

Take care all...

14/9
today...KPJ..erm..half of 3Q student run from kelas tambahan...!!!haiz...y must run??hahaha...then i help dao 1 ppl only...tiba2 stil got 4 orang....i help..then i go inside the clas..see the teaher face...i very takut....i not takut kena marah...I VERY TAKUT IF THE TEACHER PECAT ME FROM KPJ COZ HELP THEM...hahaha...but anywhere..U all safe.i also safe...but still kena BLOCK class...haha..sory...canot help..then u all don ponteng class liao r..take care..

OFF DUTY!!!

wat a happy day..i win poker 200k...my bro 500k..adam 400k...hahaha..nothing wan say liao....

HAHA....HAVE U SEE ME ??? NADER ??? ADAM ???
Nothing wan do then i edit tis pic....haha...

• MYBE TIS ENDING OF THIS STORY!!!..ALL IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  

2.06a.m.........i very marah then I LOSE MY POKER very2 gila!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....i feel something like make me mara...don knw y..my feeling sunddenly change..FEEL ANGRY!!feel sad..feel like wan cry..ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............................I'M STUPID!!!!!!!!....IMPOSSIBLE IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!...U STUPID NAZER!!!!

• I SEE SOMETHING THAN MAKE ME LITTLE BIT SAD~
  11.10 p.m....tiba2 i feel like very sad...i think back..serious...i just malayboy...then i have to knw my status...u also have many ppl like...then the chance i can get u is 0%..u knw wat is 0%...0% is NOTHING!!!!!....I have to accpt it....than u and me..Is Impossible!..i just dreaming if i can get u...just me always think too much..then i will make myself like org bodo...if 1 day u have partner...then...i giv up lah..haha..

• POKER CAN MAKE PPL FIGHTING!!!!!HAHAHA
  

yesterday....i can't slp...don knw y...i thinking bout my poker 1st.i lose dao very2 gila..in the poker room...i'm fighting wit other ppl...then 5 ppl fight me 1 person...not fair!!!then i ask fizana help me....then she come help me scold all ppl in the room...haha..then i tiba2 thinking bout u...dono y r..i think back...i'm malay..u chinnese..impossible!!!..don wan say liao lah..

IF WE TALK BOUT FIZANA
ALL BOUT MONEY!!!


TIS PPL R...i tell u...haha...she buy 1 perfume bout rm 280.....she say...."MURAH ONLY"....i think she crazy r..RM280 MURAH MEH???well....FOR fizana....if have money $$$$........"HAVE MONEY..NOTHING IS IMPPOSSIBLE"...haha







HAHA!!!!u see....LOVELY COUPLE FACE!!!

KIDDING ONLY!!!!!U think they GAY BOY MEH!!...

oo0ohhhhh no!!!!!!!!!!!

3p.m today..I open my facebook...then i quickly open my POKER...haha...I play bout 1 hour...then I won 100K....i very happy..after than...I lose my 100k Poker....aiyo...wat the unlucky day...now i just have 4k..

• NOW WAN SAY BOUT MY FREN LIAO...
  

FIZANA ALWAYS SAY I'M THE POKER LOSER...i show u r...i just won 100k..then lose again...haha.........FIZANA....COME SEE MY BLOG...IF now u see my blog...i just wan say...


FIZANA....**** u lah...HAHAHA...DON ANGRY R!!Kidding only..HAve time we play poker together r..haha





THEN ADAM....adam always play poker like crazy ppl...have MAny money...then lose many money....Adam if play poker have little bit BAJET KAW R..

• MSN TIME!!!!!.....U BLOCK ME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!
  

Tis malam bout 10'o clock lah i think...

I chat r wit joan...then i don knw r y joan don wan choi me r.....then i ask many2 time...then she block me...NVM lah...always like tis de...i knw she will unblock me back de r..don worry de..haha


HEI JOAN!!!!!...IF NOW U SEE MY BLOG!!...I WAN SAY...

sory r...don like tis r...we fren mah..three years fren leh....haha...sory r..

• TO ALL MY CLOSER FRENZZZZZ
  

to all my fren r...my closer fren r!!!

-ADAM
-RIDHUAN
-McSean
-SHARWIN
-KIM LOONG
-ESA
-A piau


-AMOY-
FIZANA<<
JOAN<<
Vivien<<
Pooi Yen<<

i think just tis only..coz other not very close wit me..



U all TAKE CARE R...DON TAKE DRUG!!!!!!!!



K R...habis liao r...BORI RITE MY BLOG????then CLOSE R!!!!!!!!!


-NAZER-
impossible is nothing

I'm the Loser...Nvm..I wake up n do my best...try again...don give up..believe myself..i will do the best..THIS ALL NOT OVER YET!!

NAZER THE BEST..!!!

NAZER LUV U!!

Hai...WElcome to my Blog..

Erm..here i wan share something wit u all..

HERE U come...LETS I TAKE U TO MY JOURNEY..

Name-Nazer

Age-Tua already..

Special-Nothing...But sometime i think i very lengzai...hahaha

Hobby-Shuffle.Basketball.football.Talk.Train my Body.Smile With My frenz..

Hate-WHO THE FUCKER LIKE TO SAY MY BAD THING...